ELDER ABUSE!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

I am Phil, I am 17, I am in high school. I dont want to have kids when I Grow up. At school we are learning about elder abuse in old aged homes and I am SCARED TO DEATH of getting old, ugly, wrinkly and above all, losing my independance and moving into a retirement home where the nurses will beat me up and steal from me. HELP I want to die so that doesnt happen.