What makes me tell so many lies this yr?

Used to Id always tell the truth no matter wat happens, but this yr Ive lied bout a bunch of stuff Im not a lier it rely got to me so I had to come clean & tell the truth, I used to not be like this I think lying is so stupid, if I see it in other ppl then why am I doing the same thing, I no I dont wont to get in trouble thats why I lie but it always comes out anywaz, but wat rely makes me lie Ive got not a clue Ive lied bout trying cigrattes & drinking a beer, when they found out I got in alot of trouble, lied bout a mexican coming to the movies wit me & my friend, they found I got in trouble, lied bout wat all Ive done wit my ex bf, I came clean & told them the real reason why he left, Im in trouble & I dont mean to lie bout stuff, but I finally came clean bout the ex bf thing, I rely did love him but he used me for everything it still hurts me so much, I wouldeve married that boy or anything, but he got wat he wanted then left me but Im ok I'll find somebody else later on in life I just wish I could find true love & be happy, but it seems like it aint never gnna happen well I hope my love does come